I had a horrible dream last night that my husband wanted us to take some time apart. He kept assuring me that it was only a trial separation, but it was just kind of understood that we weren't going to get back together. He even sent his parents over to pick up all of his stuff. It was all very amicable, but I was absolutely devastated.
At one point we were at this family event at this mansion-castle place that we had agreed to go to together before we split up. I kept reaching over to hold his hand or put my arm around him but had to stop myself at the last second when I remembered he didn't want to be with me anymore. And there was this huge lake in the backyard that was home to a narwhal. Without the horn. So I guess a whale?
He kept coming out of the lake to spray water on me, and that part was actually rather delightful.
For some reason near the end of the dream, we were all hanging out in the kitchen and Robin Williams came in and started doing some stand-up comedy. Everyone was really confused except for me. I was like "Oh! I've seen this bit online, it's hilarious. Shh, let him finish!" So we just kind of watched Robin Williams do some comedy act that somehow centered around a door stopper. One of these:
Anyway, there were some other parts of the dream that I can't remember enough details about to get into. The point is that Kyle left me and I woke up feeling completely miserable until I had verbal confirmation from Kyle that he had no intention of doing so.
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